I have to be with you, to live, to breathe

YAY !!!

2005-01-02T06:19:49Z

Hey Yall how was your New Years Eve night mine was ok but the best thing that happened to me was I got to see Nate and that just made my day so Yeah !! didnt really do anything this week but lay around lol today went to the laundry mat with my sister pretty boring lol just sat there got home got on here about 9ish got off about 10:30 called Nate talked for an hour (phone went dead) got back on here and we are talkin now lol I was suppose to stay up all night but someone not saying any names (cough cough CALLIE) aint up no more like she said....getting my dress tomorrow yay cant wait gotta laters !!!

Christmas

2004-12-25T20:28:15Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !! hope yall having fun cause I sure aint life sucks ass !!! Its very boring here so Im on here and listen to my awesome Green Day cd I got for christmas and talking to some Justin kid I met yesterday on here hes freakin awesome but yeah ! I dont know what to write in here Laters

Love Yas !!

.....

2004-12-24T05:37:05Z

GOSH I hate everything....I cant take this shit no more ! I cant even see my boyfriend for 2 years cause his parents wanna be gay and not let me see him cause of what he did and its bullshit ! Mike got put in jail and probably wont get out for 6 months long ass time but hey its all his fault he shouldnt of did that shit he can just blame his self ohh and I got grounded just cause I was there when they did it its some bullshit I know ! I dont have a life no more all I have is my friends and my mom cause my brothers piss me off I barely see my sisters and my dad just piss me off almost everyday !!! Im gonna miss him soo much I wont be able to talk to him or see him and Im just gonna be depressed for 2 years til I see him I wont ever say we broke up cause I still believe we are and aint no one or anything coming between that shit because I cant take that shit ! I hate this shit....(God why me why did you do this to me now you put me in soo much pain and Nate too !!! Whats the reason why you did this to me ?)ok I dont wanna write no more so I will write when I do have a life and that wont be for two years so yeah !!! you might get lucky if I do write in here !! Nate if your reading this....I love You Baby !!!

Stressed out !!!

2004-12-22T22:50:06Z

I havent wrote in here in a while....anyways lets see monday I went to school came home about 10:30 left at 3:30 then went to Mikes then about 6 we all went to Nates....Tuesday long day hmmm went to school came home about 3:30 went to Mikes and then about 5:30 went to findlay then thats when everything happened !....Went to Khols Mike and Nate got caught stealin got arrested (hurt like a bitch) and almost got put in jail for the night but they didnt put em in there and my sister came and got me and got home about 12-12:30 then got talked to then Nates dad came over and told my dad we couldnt see each other no more (I didnt do shit and he punishes me for it) went up stairs cried my slef to sleep woke up my eyes were about fucked up....lets see went to school cries in the car cried all day at school some ppl cheered me up a little bit it didnt work for the rest of the day....ummm watched some movies at school fell asleep on the table lol woke up bell rang went to 7th and then went home cried then Im on here I will write later bye

Haha

2004-11-10T23:54:01Z

BRIAN IS NOT MY BEST FRIEND....SIKE IM JUST PLAYING !!! Love Yas

baby_kermit @ 2004-11-09T18:32:00

2004-11-09T23:49:53Z

Lets see what did I do this weekend Friday about 3:30 went to Colleens and about 4 I call Nate and hes still at his moms cause his car wont start so yeah then he comes in to town about 5 comes over to Colleens about 5:30 Callie came over and then we went to his dads to get a grocery list and went to Krogers for Nates dad and on our way back we got pulled over by a cop and we didnt know what for and luckily we had put our seat belts on when we seen he was followin us but he pulled us over because Nate for got to turn his lights on....and then went back to Nates and we played Clue which I didnt know how to play so they had to explain it to me and then we ordered a pizza and then just hung out at his house for a while in his room lol but then about 10 we left dropped Colleen off and then went out to Callies dropped her off came here dropped me off and about that time it was 10:30 and so I got something to drink and got on here and about 11:30 went to bed got up about 9:30 the next mornin and about 1 Nate gets on and says hes going to his moms to get his car fixed and wants to know if I wanna gop so I go and I find out I have a 3 year old boyfriend lmao Nates lil brother Zach was saying I was his girlfriend lol aww how cute !! Then when we got back in town Nate and I made supper and while it was cookin Nate was takin pics of me and then just chilled at his house for a while and then went out cruising lookin at blazers and then about 9 took me home cause I had to be home and I got on here went to bed about 11:30-12 and woke up about 10 the next day then about 1:30 I call Nate and hes at his grandpas cottage helpin him rake leaves and then he calls me about 3 tell me hes coming over to pick me up and then we went to his house he took pics of me and whatever and then went to rite aid dropped the camera off and went to kmart so he can get a card for his phone and then about 7:30 he drops me off cause him and his brother had to be home at his moms at 8 and then I get on here and about 9:30 go to bed and I get up in the morning feelin like shit the whole day went to bed about 9 and then got up today didnt feel to good so I stayed home so I didnt do anything today and now Im on here and thats all that happened I guess I will date later Love Yas !!!

HAHA !!!!

2004-11-04T20:31:07Z

Brian Madrigal can suck my big 12' dick lmfao !!!!

Ok anyways lol nothing really happened this week Umm yeah gonna get off of here cause Nate is coming over in a few so yeah ttyl bye byez Love You !!

Pissed !!!

2004-10-21T18:54:08Z

OMG my brother needs to shut the fuck up hes pissin me off !! He is still complaining about last night and hes telling my mom me and Nate was up stairs doing shit Man thats bullshit I aint writin no more Im too pissed !!

MY BIRTHDAY !!!!

2004-10-17T15:02:04Z

Hey Im not trying to have a bad birthday so forget about what I wrote last night !! Happy Birthday to Me !

Yeah but Im go get in shower and then go see Nate !! Love Yas !!

Happy Birthday To Me

2004-10-17T04:57:36Z

Hey Everyone todays my birthday Woo Hoo its not the best one Ive ever had !! Me and my two best friends are fightin over something stupid just cause someone told them I was talkin shit and I wasnt so yeah Im not having the best day ever !!! Yeah well hope yall have a good day while Im not Love You all ! ohh if Sarah or Todd is readin this Im sorry even tho I didnt say anything but I dont see how you could believe him over me I mean come on you two should know how he is by now no offense and all you had to do is ask me and not confront me !!! Well I will talk to yall about this later !

Hmmm

2004-10-12T00:57:57Z

Hmm lets see what did I do this weekend umm Friday Nate took me to go meet his grandpa....hes a pretty funny guy wish I had a grandpa like him right now :'( !!! Then Me Nate Sarah Todd and Mike walked up to the church on lytle st so Nate Todd and Mike could play some basketball and well after a while Todd and Mike bumped heads and Mike got this big gash on his head and he had to get 8 stitches and the Todd had this big ass bump on his forehead and his vision was all fucked up umm on Saturday well from 12:30 til like 2:30 me and Nate was at Mikes then we went to Nates house (dads) and then his dad came home and asked us if we wanted to go to Norwalk Raceway to watch some drag racing so we went there and since it was my first time it was pretty cool....the closest thing I have been to like that is the tracker pulls but drag racin is soo much better !!! lol anyways we got back in to town about 1 and then I got home and got on here for like 2 mins and then my mom made me eat cause the only thing I had was a cookie and one fry but that was only cause Nate like shoved it in my mouth lmao but Sunday lets see Nate took me out to eat and then when we got back in to town we just went for a cruise and then ended up at his house and we stayed there til about 7:30-8 and then he drove us out to res 5 and we just sat in his car and talked lol then about 9 he drove me home and went to his dads ! Then today he came over about 6 stayed in here for a couple mins then my brother like started yellin at my other brother about something stupid and so we went out side and hes like ohh yeah I got a present for you and we go to his car and hes like walla lmao and he hands me a rose aww how sweet lol then hes like Im hungry Im gonna go get something so we went to Wendys and he got some nasty ass sandwichs lmao jr bacon(eww) cheese bugers and then came back here and just sat on the couch and watched some tv and whatever ya know lmao well thats just about everything so I will let you go since I have to finish this gay essay for history so yeah Ill update later Love Yas !!!

Bad Day !!!

2004-10-06T20:39:59Z

Gosh everythings wrong with me !!! Wtf everyone is pissin me off today Im fuckin cranky as hell Im tired and everyone has to fuck with me today its just not my day !!!!! Yesterday my brother fuckin called me a bitch and then Im like umm no Im not then hes like ohh yeah your a lil whore wtf ??? Damn he pisses me off !!!! And today my dad thinks I have to do every fuckin thing in this damn house well fuck that my two brothers can fuckin do shit to instead of just sittin around the house doing not a gosh damn thing and playing stupid ps2 damn get a life and start helping !! UGHHH !!! Im done Im not writin no more Im tooo pissed off so Ill update later Love Yas !! Hope Yall having a great day cause Im not !!

Days left til birthday:11
1 month from the day Nate and I started dating !! Love You Nate !!! Cant believe it went soo fast oh and we started dating on 9/11 crazy ass shit right there Love Yas !!

YEAH !

2004-10-03T16:10:42Z

14 days til my birthday !!!! Yay !! lol Love Yas !! (IM BORED)

My Week

2004-10-02T15:32:04Z

Well this is how my week went Monday: I got up and got ready for school and when I got there before Callie and I was gonna go to gym I was gonna cuss Colleen out but Colleen didnt stop and talk so yeah ! Tuesday: Lets see got up and got ready for school daily routine I guess school was ok !Then I got to see Nate for a while so yeah I was happy! Wednesday: Umm not to sure what I did on wednesday ! Thursday I didnt do to much ! Friday ok lets see umm went to school as usual umm came home and about 4:30 went to Mikes and then a couple mins Nate comes over and then a bout a hour or so Todd comes rollin up on his bike and then yeah we just chilled and then about 9 I left cause I have to be home by that time so yeah that was gay lol But yeah anyways today I think Im gonna stay down at Mikes with Nate and we all about to drink lol its gonna be fun !!! Well yeah nothing else to say but I thought I would fill ya in since I havent for a while but Love Yas !

This is really gay !!!

2004-09-30T10:20:41Z

I dont know why I have two of the same entries but my computer was messing up the day I did it and I hit post twice so yeah lol Well guess I will fill ya in later ! Love Ya

Saturday & Sunday HMMMM....

2004-09-28T01:32:37Z

Not alot to write but Yeah well I guess HC was alright all but when Colleen like grabbed Nate and ran from me that pissed me off omg I wanted to cuss her ass out !!!! Gosh I fuckin cant stand her I mean come on shes suppose to be my friend but what kind of friend is she if shes just gonna fuckin flirt with my boyfriend in front of me Stupid Bitch Sry for you guys that are friends with her !! But anyways I guess the rest of the night was ok for me ! Sunday umm lets see got up around 11 and didnt feel like do anything so I got up got something to eat got on here and about 11:45 I got off and went and got dressed and brushed my teeth and whatever and then I went down to Mikes about like 12-12:30 I dont know and then about 1-1:30 Nate comes over and we stay at Mikes for a while and then we leave for Findley and when we got there we went in to Walmart and Nate was like next person I see Im gonna tell them Im a homosexual lmao and then he did lmao it was funny and then we went to Best Buy and then went to abc warehouse and Mike got some fusses and he got a great deal on them lmao (5 finger discount) thats funny !! Well yeah thats all for now Love You !!!

Friday

2004-09-25T17:21:46Z

Hey Yesterday was friday and I went to the game we won it was 16-15 we played Willard but anyways we had a pep rally I guess it was ok the only thing I didnt like was the cheerleaders lol I hate em ugh !!! There was a tug of war and Seniors won there was a pie eating contest and the Juniors won and the one guy who won that had a bloody nose and still was eating GROSS !!!!! But Anyways today is the big day for me and who ever lol its Homecoming cant wait to go I wanna wear my dress so bad !!! Lol but I think I am gonna be very busy today cause I have to go see Nate and pick one of his shirts out for him for the dance and then I have to come here and Tisha is gonna do my hair for me and whatever and the dance dont start til 7:30 so Im not to sure when Im leaving and Im not to sure when Im comin back cause it ends at 10:30 but Im not sure if Im doing anything afterwards Well I guess I will fill ya in later when I get home from Homecomin Love You !!

Lmao Fun Day

2004-09-21T02:06:04Z

lOl Today was ok for me I guess well this morning I was pissed cause I didnt get up til 7 cause my mom usually gets me up for school and her alarm didnt go off til 7 and I wanted to take a shower before school and I barely got to do anything !!! Gosh I was soo pissed I looked like shit when I got to school and then in 4th period I did my make up and my hair and then when I got home I redid it since Nate was comin in town I didnt want to look like shit lmao but yeah Nate was in town till about 8:30 and then he had to leave we had fun lmao Nate if ya readin this you know you had fun if ya know what I mean lmfao Well Im gettin off Im tired as fuck lmao I will fill ya in tomorrow !! I Love Nate LOVE ALWAYS KERMMIE

Hmmmm....

2004-09-19T13:45:01Z

Hey whats up nothin here just sittin here thinkin bout some shit....well anyways heres what I didn friday through today ok Friday I went to school as usual and then when I got home I did my hair and whatever and then I went on a walk and when I was coming back I seen Kyle aww I cant believe he could do that to Paigey he told me that he had lied to her about being grounded on friday and he lied to her about bringin her to his HC and he was leadin her on like tellin her that he liked her and shit and he wanted to me to tell her all this shit so I did....before we went to the game I went to Ms and then me and Sarah went to her house to grab a jacket and then we left and Nate drove us and we got in there and whatever and sat down and about half time Sarah Paige Elvis Jessica #1 Brittany Seth H Barra all left and Me Callie Colleen Nate and Mike left to take Mike home and then we went and got gas and then went all the way by Callies house and then Colleen wanted to go see Katie at Sunoco/subway lol and omg the one person I didnt want to see was Alhondro/Alex lmao I turned and I seen him Im like omg and I ran in side and told Callie and she came out there and we just was dyin omg it was soo funny lol and so we went there and then we dropped them off at the church for 5th quater and then me and Nate just left from there and Yeah I got home about 12 and then I had my mom bring me to get some Wendys Yumm lol and then I went to bed so yeah I will fill ya in later ! Love Always Kermit

Ummm....

2004-09-16T02:02:01Z

Well Today I didnt really do anything....alls I did was get up go to school do whatever there umm came home fell asleep in my chair lol woke up about 5 ate got on here got off went over to Sarahs to see her dress for homecoming awww its soo pretty anyways and now Im on here waiting for Nate to get on but I dont think he is cause he would of been on by now so Yeah :( !!! Awww Paige is so sad cause Kyle is afriad to go to our homecoming cause he thinks ppl are gonna talk shit to him and make fun of him and now she dont have anyone to go with Im sorry Paigey but anyways Nate is gonna ask his dad if he can go to the dance with me (well hes gonna say with Todd cause Yeah lol) Yeah well I think Im gonna go to bed cause Im tired well Night Night Love You !!

Saturday

2004-09-14T13:30:53Z

Saturday was soo fun it was like the best day ever for me well kinda....anyways this is what happened ok me Sarah Nate Todd Mike all was drinkin and about 10 Sarah and Todd walked to the resivore and then like 10 mins later me Nate and Mike left went to the res and well we was in the alley and Mike said hey I will be back Im gonna go get a beer and then thats when Nate asked me out awww I love him so much !! but anyways then Mike comes back and we leave and omg lmao freakin Mike and Nate take these cones on the road and like put em in the middle so a car would hit it and this guy watched us do it it was funny you had to be there lol! Yeah and I have to go so I will tell you something when I get back on here

This weekend

2004-09-11T13:54:02Z

Hey You....Whats up....nothing here just woke about half hour ago but anyways this weekend is big for me cause I should find out what my answer is to going out with me from Nate and if he is going to homecomin with me !! I really hope he does cause I would kinda be upset/sad !! Anyways enough about that today Im gonna go see Nate and spend time with him and maybe if Sarah wants to we gonna do what we did last saturday and DRINK with some ppl lol Well Yall have fun cause I dont know what to write I will write more either tonight or tomorrow night Love You

Who Knows

2004-09-10T23:26:48Z

Hey Whats up with you ? nothing here just bored out of my mind and listening to music....well school was ok I guess and then after I went with my mom to drop my brother off at his girls in Upper Sandusky and I got my dress its soo pretty I can wait til Home coming comes up well kinda cause I need to find out if Nate is gonna go with me or not cause if not then Todd needs to find me someone to go with cause I aint going alone and I aint getting prettied up for nothing you know so I have no idea whats going on I will tell you more either tonight or tomorrow about that ! I know this is short but I really dont have anything to say So fill you in more later !!! Love Yas

Today lol

2004-09-10T00:32:28Z

Hey Yall I guess today was an ok day for me ! I got to see my brother Elvis so that made me happy ! I went to our freshman football game today at about 4:15 and we lost we played Shelby it was 53-24 but Todd did good he scored all 24 pts. so yeah he did great ! Well I cant wait til this weekend cause Nates coming in town and well we gotta talk about Homecoming and Im really hoping he goes with me cause Im not going with no one else and Im not gonna get prettied up for noone I wanna get prettied up for someone special and Nate if you are reading this I really hope you do come with me if not I just wanna be with you on that night if you come in town that weekend !!! Well I guess thats it for today Love Yas !!

Weekend FUN FUN

2004-09-08T10:53:45Z

OK well heres what happened this weekend down at Mikes well ok it all started when Sarah said she was staying at my house and then Nate had said something about drinking so we went to my house and said that we was staying at her house and then we just went to Mikes drank and stayed there and about 2-2:30 my dad comes rollin by Im fucked so ok well he just goes on by dont even see me at all (thank god) but then when he does Nate frickin starts yellin at him but it was ok cause he didnt come back or anything so yeah it was cool ! Well I cant say what all happened or say what all he said but yeah alot of things happened that night lol (nothing nasty or anything lol) Well Yeah I gotta get going to school soon so I fill ya in when I get on the next time Love Yas